Spring sadness sinking in.
La Dispute // Rhodonite & Greif
Spring sadness sinking in.
La Dispute // Rhodonite & Greif
Day two,
I feel so sad that there’s literally nothing I can do and I am hust marinating in tears. How can he forget all the good? I’m learning to be better and without him it’s just not that easy.
Today I woke up feeling hopeless about my relationship. I think he no longer have any plans to fix everything. I don’t want to loose him & at the same time I don’t want to keep on forcing myself to him. I’ve only love one person in my life and I hate to move forward from here without him. But what else can I do? I’ve already ate my pride and begged. I know I have been an awful person, but I have also been good to him. Obviously none of them matters no more.
Day one of moving on
i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.
Don’t mind me, I’m just casually sabotaging all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesn’t feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring
I have grown to love secrecy. It seems to be the one thing that can make modern life mysterious or marvelous to us. The commonest thing is delightful if only one hides it.
Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
it’s not your job to fix insecure people. your job is to fix the part of you that resonated with their insecurities
I stay out the way, in my own world. No drama, no gossip. Just goals and money.
That break up saved you.
That friendship that ended was for a good reason.
That person that left you just made you stronger. Trust me, you good.
cozied up on my sofa. journaling and reading and listening to music. planning out my day off. drifting away in thoughts…